Monday 4 April 2011

monday blues

A bit sad today, feel like a burden as I still can't do basic stuff for myself.Paul is run ragged and I don't like it.  I still feel like i'm talking about someone else but bits of reality are creeping in. I'm not ready for this. I want to be better now so I can make the most of every day.

Perhaps its because the financial things are falling into place and the more things that are beining resolved leaves not alot else to think about apart from the one thing that may not be resolved.

why me??????

2 comments:

  1. No one will ever be able to answer that one for you hun, remember you are the patient at the moment and not the nurse, ask yourself what you would say to others (as a nurse) and listen to your answer, I think you are being too hard on yourself at the moment........CHILLAX eh? xx

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